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i just realized in the live version of bury the bully grace goes "petey get the hatchet, ruthie you can grab the acid" but in the cast recording she goes "petey get the acid ruthie you can grab the hatchet" thats so silly
#spence rambles#npmd#nerdy prudes must die#starkid#hatchetfield#hatchetblr#i also love that stephs delivery in both vers is different#“YOU WANT ME TO FILM THIS??” said in shock#“you want me to film this?” said in djsgust#im pretyy sure the one in the live is a mistake#but i didnt realize until JUST now#like woah
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Ok everyone else probably realized this before me but in case anyone else is also slow on the uptake
That weird pink gunk everywhere? Extending from the walls, pipes and under doorways? That is Sybil, what's left of her.
I kept thinking how strange it was that the first floor was so distorted despite inorganic stuff not mutating unless its fused to a person. We see the same kind of space distortions happen with the landlord.
I also think that's why there's no windows in any of the first floor rooms, she's subconsciously trying to protect people. She bent time and space to make it impossible for anyone to have an exterior wall, which I think is sweet even if she was too late.
#Anyway maybe this was obvious to everybody but I didn't realize until I purposely sought out her room during my second run#I also didnt connect Sybil with the space distortion until now. like I knew she was in the walls but I just didnt think about it.#look outside#look outside game#look outside sybil#look outside spoilers#theory#But thats just a theory a GAME THEORY. sorry.
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I just realized I never posted photos of this really pretty harvestman i came across a while back. Note the green pedipalps and the dark and light spots on its back.
#opiliones#arachnids#chelicerata#bugs#harvestman#bugblr#the light spots were a very light green iirc (it's been a while) but they just look white here#there's a photoset of a really cool harvestman going around and it reminded me of this one and i realized i never posted these pics#spider#(ik they arent spiders but i'm tagging it as that for blacklist purposes#bc i imagine that someone who's really scared of spiders probably doesnt care that actually opiliones are not spiders just close relatives)#i think its so cool how i didnt even know opiliones were a thing until a couple of years ago and now i see them all the time#turns out they're pretty common around here#(not that i never saw them before i mustve just assumed they were spiders)#theyre usually not as pretty as this one though#most of the ones i see are just black or dark brown#also i have a massive backlog of pictures ive never posted of bugs and other nature stuff#my stuff#my posts#outside tag#nature
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purely an excuse to draw cute fords lmao
#art post#fanart#the book of bill#gravity falls#billford#i should post my other billfords here#two of them got put into a video LMAO#also i didnt realize i fucked up the hand until literally right now and im not redrawing it!!!#lets just pretend bills mind is so fucked up its just warping his memory or something aflkasdfk
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what a wonderful day to be a dyke ❤️🔥
#ok to rb#my shirt does say “DYKE” in those blocky zine font letters but i wanted to keep the jacket on cus i like it#i am never giving my wife these pants back either. mine now#anyway yeah - the second photo is actually very personality. anyone whos been otp or hung out in meatspace w me can attest to my yappy loud#playful behavior. i am known for having volume control issues. i am very BIG irl actually (not just size LMAO) but its not like. exactly how#ppl usually expect? (< so i have been told anyway) and so i get nervous sometimes ab Personality Like Pics cus like. i do play up the uwu#cuteness here (and even in my selfies usually like that first one. is v cute tho)#Oh i didnt realize i had got my work keys in this until writing these tags!!!! ahfkfkshskfks thats my work kitty c:#anywayyyyy thank u soph & hari for being so sweet and encouraging me to post theeeeese 🥺🥹💞 ilu#bun.life#femme4all#fat femme friday#(< again lol c: )
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It's thirty til midnight 'n the house is crowded with the hot press of bodies. Someone's shoutin'. Actually, most of 'em are shoutin'. The living room stinks like the spilled beer Two's ground down into the carpet. The TV's playin'. Some New Year's special that Pony's glued to. The record players skippin' its way through a Christmas album. The tree's still up 'cause none of them would let Darry take it down 'til after New Year's.
Darry checks his watch once, runs his thumb absently over the face, compares it to the little glowin' clock above the stove, stands up 'n shifts past the card game Johnny has been creamin' Dallas at for the last half hour. Darry wasn't sure how he had any money to his name left. He steps over the coffee table 'n catches the hand of pure shit Dallas grins 'n ups the bet on. Good lord Johnny was gonna have the shirt off his back before the night was over.
Soda's bouncin' back 'n forth between the holiday special 'n the card game, offerin' commentary only Johnny seems to enjoy. Steve's got a huge bowl of popcorn Darry had fixed balanced on his lap, pitchin' kernels at Two's mouth as he dives for 'em.
Darry sighs, snatches one out of the air 'n pops it into his own mouth, steppin' out of the way so Two falls unceremoniously onto his knees with a grin.
"Hey! I was gonna catch that one!" Darry rolls his eyes, absently grabs Pony from where he had his nose three inches from the tube 'n hauls him back, much to Pony's indignation.
"Sure you were. Just like you were gonna catch the other thirty or so that I'm gonna have to vacuum outta the carpet." But he doesn't really mean it. The mood's high 'n Darry's just pleased to have 'em all together. Outta trouble 'n safe.
"Hey it ain't my fault Steve can't throw straight! He ain't exactly got your arm, Dar." Two wraps both hands around Darry's bicep 'n Darry hauls him up, danglin' like a monkey with his knees all bent.
"Hey!" Steve takes his opportunity 'n dives off the couch, nearly dumpin' the entirety of the bowl onto Dallas' head. Dally yowls, drops his cards onto the table 'n snatches for Steve's ankles to drag him back across the floor. Johnny leans over, tips the cards up, 'n grins to himself, then promptly sprawls to the side to avoid Darry shakin' Two off him 'n onto the floor.
Soda, never to be left out, throws himself into the mess of limbs until they're all a tangled mass of carpet burn 'n sharp-toothed peels of laughter. Darry disentangles himself, hovers in the doorway 'n watches them for a moment. Then he checks his watch again, adjusts the worn leather strap, peers at the clock on the stove glowin' softly through the darkness of the kitchen, 'n slips out the back door.
He knows his time is numbered 'cause Pony 'n Soda have always been herders. Had to know where everyone was at all times. But Pony's sleepy 'n zoned in on the TV like a lifeline 'n Soda's had two shots (both hastily over the kitchen sink 'cause Pony still thought Soda was drunk on the plain idea of bein' alive 'n they all liked to let him think it) so he had maybe just a few more minutes than usual.
It's fridged outside. The kinda cold that burns along his bare arms 'n makes his breath hang in low clouds around his face.
He can't really explain it. He's never been real good about the holidays. They're just... heavy. Even before, well, everythin'.
He crosses the porch, sinks down on the stair 'n blinks down the empty street. There's a light or two on. One house or the other still holdin' out for midnight. Most are quiet 'n dark 'n Darry's heart does an odd little flip in his chest.
He doesn't know why he thinks about the winter he was twelve 'n had been the best of friends with the boy that lived on the corner. Or why his stomach sinks when he thinks about how hard he'd cried when they had moved out. Inconsolable even when their mama had pulled him up into her lap (though he was too big for that. Too big for needin' his mama.) (that last bit was never true. He still needed his mama. Maybe more than he ever had before.) 'n had just cried 'n cried 'til Soda 'n Pony had come home from wherever they'd been 'n that had been that. 'Cause he shouldn't cry in front of his brothers. He should be strong for them.
Somethin' shatters to the ground inside 'n jerks Darry outta his memory.
"Sorry!" Someone hollers 'n Darry chuckles to himself. Man, maybe he shouldn't have had that last beer. He must be in too good of a mood 'cause he doesn't even think about goin' in to reem out whoever was breakin' shit. But he knows that's not true 'n it ain't the beer to blame.
He runs his hands up 'n down his arms, stands up 'n crosses the lawn, dead 'n dry in winter, leans against the fence 'n hisses when the metal bites into his arms. He sighs, kicks at the hole ripped in the bottom, smiles absently to himself.
Soda 'n Two had put that there. Had run one of those push petal cars so hard into it they'd both flown off 'n scraped knees 'n elbows 'n come crawlin' up the steps with, not two, but three missin' teeth between the two of them.
God, they must have been in middle school then. When had they grown up so much?
"Agh put me down you sonofabitch!" Somethin' else hits the ground but this time Darry's mostly sure it's a person. No one wails so he figures he's still safe. 'N he ain't ready to go back in yet.
He checks his watch, fiddles with the knob on the side, a nervous habit he's had since he was eighteen. Fifteen minutes to go. Plenty of time.
A breeze kicks up, swings the gate open 'n closed so it lets out a low, mournful squeal. It hadn't hung right since the summer Darry was ten. They'd always just jumped the fence, givin' each other the boosts they refused to ask for, gigglin' when their mama had called them coyotes, takin' runnin' starts 'n laughin' off when they misjudged it 'n came down hard on their knees. Their daddy had sworn he was gonna fix it every summer since.
He never got to.
Last month they'd had a real bad wind storm that pushed that old gate forlornly back 'n forth for hours, wailin' 'n moanin' until Darry had scowled 'n muttered he was gonna fix that goddamn thing if it was the last thing he ever did. 'N then he'd looked over at Pony 'n they both suddenly felt sick to their stomachs.
He never did get around to it.
The wind howls 'n Darry flexes his fingers, realizes suddenly its the only sound he can hear. He checks his watch again. Five minutes to go. He should go back inside.
But then he's runnin' his fingers around the face 'n thinkin' about the people not waitin' for him back in that hot 'n crowded living room. Thinkin' about how it ain't really his watch.
It had been his daddy's. His pride 'n joy. Thick leather strap 'n gold platin' around the face 'n it had been his granddaddy's before him. God, Darry had coveted it. Could remember bein' thirteen, runnin' fingers around 'n around it til it shone. Fifteen 'n askin' his daddy if he'd pass it down to him one day. Eighteen when he had put it in his hands on his graduation day.
You gotta watch out for it. The time flies, kiddo. Be careful how you spend it.
Darry doesn't hear the screen door slam, or the patterin' footsteps across the lawn, or the creak of the fence as someone leans against it til Soda's there, head restin' down on Darry's shoulder. Darry jumps, scrubs the back of his hand against the tears so hot against his flushed cheeks they burn. 'Cause he shouldn't cry in front of his brothers. He had to be strong.
"I figured I'd find you out here." Soda wraps a blanket, stolen from the couch, around Darry's arms 'n he suddenly realizes just how cold he is. He sighs, pulls Soda in 'n tucks him under his elbow.
"C'mon, Soda. You shouldn't be out here." 'N he shouldn't. 'Cause he shouldn't ruin everyone else's good time with his stupid achin'. "Let's get you back inside."
Soda tilts his head back 'n blinks up at Darry. Or, no he doesn't. He doesn't need to. Hasn't needed to look up to Darry in a long time, long since hit that final growth spurt that had their mama lettin' out all his jean hems 'n hopin' they stopped below his ankle. "You shouldn't be out here alone, Dar."
"I'm fine-"
"Oh, I know. You're fine. You're good. You're peachy." Soda sighs, drops his chin back down to Darry's shoulder. "You thinkin' about them?"
'N he is. But not really. He's thinkin' about all of them. About breakin' promises 'n not bein' careful enough. About turnin' around one day 'n Pony's not six years old 'n followin' Darry around 'cause he was still young enough to think Darry was the coolest person alive. That Soda's not ten years old 'n missin' his front tooth 'n a permanent bandaid on his knees 'n bringin' home one kid after another until their house was always full. That Johnny 'n Two 'n Dallas 'n Steve ain't just his brother's friends or strangers hangin' around his living room or even just good buddies.
"I'm thinkin' about my resolution." He pulls Soda in closer 'n somewhere down the street someone bangs pans together. A lone firework bangs off into the sky, lightin' his brother's face in a way that makes him look like he was a kid again, pressed against the window 'n tryin' so hard to stay awake.
"Well, don't leave me hangin'." Soda yawns, presses his face into Darry's chest to shield it from the wind.
Darry smiles softly to himself, runs a hand through Soda's hair, the lamp light bouncin' off the watch face when he lifts his wrist.
"I'm gonna keep some old promises."
I ain't gonna let time slip me by. The back door bangs open 'n when Darry turns he can see the shinin' grin on Two's face, his arm draped around Steve's shoulders. Pony leanin' hard on Dallas though Darry knows he'll claim he ain't tired. Johnny shiverin' in his too-big jacket.
"Come on, Dar! You're gonna miss it!" 'N Darry knows he means the ball drop or the announcer on TV or the end of the special but Darry can only smile ruefully, shift Soda closer to him 'n sweep him right off his feet to carry him inside.
You're right. You gotta be careful or you will. You'll miss it all.
tags 'cause y'all were so sweet in my other post I was like well I simply gotta finish this right now😭@trekkiehood @strxwberry-julius @marmaladedcroissant @wildestdreamcatcher @sarcasticallyexplicit11 @scalls @greasernamedbug
#the promised completly outta season new years fic that had me in a strangle hold all afternoon#yall were too nice in my other post i was like i gotta finish this NOW#been thinkin a lot lately about how easy it is to miss out on life#i turned around n suddenly im not the same person i was five years ago#n where did those five years go?#lost n you didnt even realize you were losin them until you turn a corner n its been years#ugh#i just think darry suffers chronically with where did my childhood go?#where are my kid brothers?#were you once a stranger?#what changed?#when#the outsiders#ponyboy curtis#johnny cade#sodapop curtis#darry curtis#dallas winston#steve randle#two bit mathews#my writing#writers on tumblr#the outsider fanfiction#fun fact im always a little torn about whether soda actually drinks or not#but he gets a shot for the holiday why not
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the "yin encounters a curator for the first time and spontaneously combusts" incident, 2024, colorized
#i didnt realize my microphone was on until after recording so enjoy the demented laughter as a background track#shoutout to that random bat. it really did just fly by and watch me explode#yin-thoughts#sunless skies#now you may be asking. yin how did this situation even happen. and the answer to that is this is directly beside the well of the wolf.#this should answer all questions immediately
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Chosen by a force beyond control / I’ll play a part, you’ll make me whole.
VVV original and over edited one under here VVV
#signalis#signalis falke#fklr#signalis fklr#creep container#do we count this as fklr 00 fan art because i kinda didnt even realize it sort of was until right now#also that song is my go to falky 00 song#i mostly just like to put this woman in situations though#posting rn because ehhhh whatever its not that serious the real ones will find it
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im on a utysd roll
all pillars in subconcious world minus 1
#uty#undertale yellow#uty au#premaposting#from top and left to bottom and right#motive curiosity#motive empty#motive hate#motive will#i already introduced everything that i touch explodes kitty#now we have. jar that wants YOU.#self destruction snake#and this bird really wants to quit but cannot quit because it wont let itself quit#yay!!!!!!#yes them getting redder as the motive becomes more of the base for determination is intentional but the final one isnt the reddist#most red. redderist. reddest. reddest. idk why i put an i there#new idea area with empty drags you to depths of pillar area because#i like the bird :D#new name for the bird. will is the perfect motive#i just realized i added a hole to the jar helpppp#listen its late. i didnt remember why there was a crack there until writing a blurb for empty
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oh wait
#no nuance cmon phannies#i didnt even know this was my problem until now. but i also do this 100% 😭 just never realized consciously lmao#my posts#dan and phil#dnp#phan#polls
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the usa would be a better country if we had more celebrations that involved giving an important job to a very silly animal

#idk why i dont remember ppl posting abt groundhog day b4 this but suddenly people are#genuinely did not realize quite how silly it is until non americans were talking abt it#but yeah#its funny#esp since he looks like that. like phill is such a silly little guy#i actually didnt know the lore that he was suppsedly immortal from drinking a magic potion. i mean thats fun and im going to pretend its#real from now on#but i had always been under the impression that there was a long line of phills who took this important family job#altho idk. they migjt not all be related to the original phill i just assumed that was the case#anyway sorry phill but im not so sure abt ur prediction bc it kinda seems like winter has already stopped IN EARLY FEBRUARY#IN MINNESOTTA#for me bc of uh. the global warming#i still beleive in yojr powers phill i assume that global warming has just confjsed you. yet another thing to kill the rich for
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i hate this game
#(joke)#very sad abt tabby moving#i didnt realize until like just now i hadnt seen her outside all day#sigh......#hilda's junkyard#animal crossing#tabby
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so sick over the fact that i just saw aftg voltron au fanart on pintrest and then it REFRESHED i will never get this crossover again
#please please PLEASE someone tell me they know of more aftg voltron au/crossover content#i didnt realize how badly i wanted it until i saw it ok#im going insane now i think i might just have to do it myself which is AWFUL i hate frawing suits and mecha and thats all volton is oh GOD#neil josten#andrew minyard#andreil#all for the game#aftg#voltron#vld
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kind of a shame that we don't get to see more of yuko nishikiyama in yakuza kiwami, because the parallels between kiryu going to jail so his weaker, more emotionally labile brother could take care of his sister and the majima/saejima/yasuko thing from y5 really could've gotten drawn out more
so true.... tbh i think theres many cases of missed opportunity like that in this series. i feel like theyre trying to deal with so many themes at the same time that in trying to balance them, sometimes things that had a lot of potential get sacrificed
but yeah thats a particularly good example of it. i think it's subverted in an interesting way, too, because majima situates himself as the "stronger" of the two of them and offers saejima an "out"






just like kiryu did with nishiki. both for the sake of their sick sisters. but while kiryu does actually end up going to prison for nishiki, with majima and saejima it's the other way around. majima's guilt around saejima is also informed by this, i think, because he had planned for a possibility where only one of them goes to prison -- it's just that he never thought it would be saejima. it's an added layer to that sense of "this is not how it was supposed to go" that haunts majima
it's an interesting contrast between majima and saejima vs. kiryu and nishiki too i think, because it establishes majima and saejima as equals in terms of "competence", since majima was able to climb the ranks just fine without saejima's support. and we all know what happened with nishiki. so
i don't know how much of this contrast is intentional on rggs's part and how much of it is just... the fact that dealing with the same themes within the same context is going to result in similarities regardless of intent. kyoudais is the same, etc
#yakuza#theres too many overlapping patterns#asks#nishiki#kiryu#majeem#saejeem#kiwami#also i assume u meant y4... i didnt realize until just now lol#y4#yapping
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redesigning him. bonus warriors tail doodle under the cut
#rote#rote fanart#realm of the elderlings#fitzchivalry farseer#im sold on curly hair fitz now#didnt realize his hair was curly until *dragon keeper*#i had to go through the stages of grief today#i was on board i was just dreading updating my design#but this is a vast vast improvement#everybody say thank you gradient maps#im updating. im mulling. im just glad the ponytail looks good now. the ponytail looks so good curly#i hated drawing the ponytail when i thought his hair was supposed to be straight
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rt for sample size perhap. tell me about it. are you dangender or philgender and or transphannie
#bluebirdlester.txt#dan and phil#phan#just realized like right now that maybe im a phillie#always been a dannie. like always. thats my baby boy. but#i didnt fully feel like i got phil until he came out if that makes sense? like i was like yah i know phil sure. but gay was a critical#component all along. phil gay nerd swag is like oh. i get you now. new kind of confidence and being urself#maybe im both tbh#but in this moment right now answering the poll im a phillie#in these options “neither” refers to “i dont subscribe to the dannie phillie binary”#its the being agender of the metaphor#both = being bigender or genderfluid. in the metaphor
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